Day 19 and I am ashamed :(

Have you noticed that I have not a blog titel saying "day 18"? Because yesterday was my first day that I have not made it to a Conference Call, the first day I have not updated my blog or sent in a report, and I feel so ashamed of it.

No matter how hard I tried to stay up last night I just could not do it. Three nights in a row without any sleep was just too much, I was exhausted. My husband said he had heard my alarm clock and tried to wake me but I just would not get up. To be honest I am so mad at myself because I have told myself before the beginning of boot camp that I WILL NEVER miss a single day and I did :(

When my husband went off to bed I stayed on the couch, placing my phone and alarm clock next to me. I had set it to 1.50 am but never heard it go off.

I apologize for not doing anything yesterday. I was at our Police Stations Christmas Party and had to sit there until the official part was over which again was too late for the 8 am morning call.

I am aware that I have a lot of catching up to do this weekend and hope I won't let anyone down again. I know the requirements and understand if I would not be allowed to participate anymore but this week was tough with work, all the Christmas Parties coming up and the late night conference calls I just had no more energy :(

Be back for an update...